nottheghost

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Vanilla by nottheghost, literature

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Vanilla

I was frozen inside my very own bed Too scared to even move I remember the ice pick lodged into my head And how that night was mine to lose A show I don’t remember was silencing my mind Though I can recall it made the walls glow I even knew back then I was far from fine And I swear to god my stomach was colder than snow Portraying panic through a picture of paint Who’s listening to me now? My knee is bleeding out with a fallen gait From grace I took a final bow It was all over with when I hit the ice I forgave the pain because I could really use some sleep S

It's Midnight Again by nottheghost, literature

Glass (I Can't Feel) by nottheghost, literature

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Glass (I Can't Feel)

So I’ve been trying to figure out what’s broken, Drowning in a sea of nothing, just words, choking. I don’t want to feel high and I’m scared now to fly. I’ve been shot out of the sky and now on the dirt ground I lie. I’m no good at goodbyes. Glass makes up my chest but it’s my heart that’s wearing the bulletproof vest. I have nothing left and I can’t breathe. There’s glass piercing my chest, stabbing at me. These monsters won’t leave. They churn out words that stain my sleeve. My goodbye note won’t hold together. It’s stuck, frozen in my throat. And you can

Sinking by nottheghost, literature

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Sinking

Can you remember when all I had capsized down into the sea? Drowning down into the dark, it took a part of me With our feet planted in the oceanic spray I could feel it all dripping away I promised you I would manage on my own Spent three days in the lighthouse and quickly turned manic Now this chaos that I’ve made cannot be undone Now this disorder that I’ve made has grown titanic I’m sinking ships and burning bridges everywhere my feet call home Put your hand on my sleeve because tonight I don’t think I should be alone Throw out to me a life saver because I’m drowning in these thoughts Crushed under

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Glass (I Can't Feel)

Sinking by nottheghost, literature

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Sinking

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Nov 24
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Deviant for 9 years
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Drawing on the wrong layer since '99 and a headache so strong I can see Voldemort. The embodiment of 2:40 of Hannah Hunt.
"A gender identity that can only be conveyed through slam poetry."

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nottheghost

Apr 13, 2015

Not Dead Yet

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Well, it looks like I'm back. I don't know what made me decide to come back, but I am here. I ended up by pretty much quitting this damn website after the way I was attacked by that transphobic fucknugget (like, the thought of logging back into dA made my heart pound) but I'm starting to take my art seriously again. So anyways, hai there everyone. Tis me.

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drawmejack

Nov 25, 2014

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY! <3 Party

GSlayer2004

Oct 2, 2014

I heard somebody needed some love, so I brought this potato

Agaave

Oct 1, 2014

Thanks a lot for the watch!

drawmejack

Sep 30, 2014

Hello Ghostie

how are you today?

nottheghost

Oct 1, 2014

Hmm not super! A lot of shitty things are going on my life lately.

How are you Pookie?

drawmejack

Oct 1, 2014

I've been pretty meh lately too-being a senior is stressful; i stayed up till midnight last night working on a project that my teacher said was due but i was one in four kids who actually turned it in...and the teacher didn't even care. i'm just super exhausted and have been feeling sick lately and all alone...but hopefully it will get better soon? Ashamed

nottheghost

Oct 1, 2014

Oh my god, my science teacher is honestly the worst teacher I ever had. Like, I don't know why she became a teacher. She cannot teach and made us do some project on Excel this weekend-? I didn't do it lmao I tried my hardest and a few hours in with no progress (keep in mind she didn't even tell us how to work Excel or give us any resources she just gave us the assignment and was like lol good luck) I was like "Oh fuck THIS" and just gave up and turned in like 25% but apparently like half the class did the same thing and the rest literally found the assignment online and downloaded it and now she's thinking about not even counting it since no one did anything. (Her fault honestly). She's a really nice woman but shit she cannot do her job.
I hope you feel better soon! Today I've been feeling kinda sick too... Like I'm getting the flu or pneumonia.

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